i need you. i think.

hello.

life is such a bore. everything so last minute. tmrw going aunt's house.

last night my father massaged my ankle and put the medicine until now got one black patch. previously my mother also make until got one black patch. but this time worst. the patch is BIGGER and more DARKER. cannot wash away :\ oh well.

life like so tired only. thats how i think ah. like, your life, eat sleep shit eat sleep tv homework eat sleep shit dream eat shit sleep ambition eat sleep eat sleep friends eat sleep thn you die. lol. i think too much when im alone. oh well.

I think my class damn chiong uh, after exam alr, going to finish ANOTHER chapter. actually i can cope it IF i got ALL the formulas with me.

srsly, i dont feel like going anywhere. i just wana rot at home, watch my tv, have meals with my family tgt. not that i come in a broken family uh, but now all my siblings secondary schools alr thn busybusybusy. parents also have their life ah, need to spend their time with their friends also what.

-unhappy mood turned on-

ahhhhh, i feel so down. keep thinking about negative stuffs. like, i'm being a burden for everyone, my friends , my family. oh well, maybe i am. mehhhhhh.

andand, i detest unnecessary responsibilities. like, its not even my problem at the first place AND i dont even have the intention to take over their place blah blah blah. all the bit*hes and b*strds in these world.

OKAY, IM CHILLED. btw, tonight is chilling. (Y) cool, shiok.

today went to do 2 surveys. one of the surveys was about the canteen stalls. and then the improvements i typed a lot of points. like bottled drinks, the place for the utensils to be returned blah blah. all broken english though. i dont give a damn.

ok, now im feeling not so good again, im typing like abcdefghijklmnopqrsuvwxyz. quite slow. lol. but still am typing continuously.

I FEEL SOOOOO... urgh, i cant find the word to fit in the sentence. tsk. pissed alr.

i cant upload photos on facebook.

kbye.

ljy.

another post i lazy to drag the photos :P

HELOOOO. blogging now. And shall upload ALLLL the photos ^up there ^ am just too lazy to drag here and there.

Today no school, suppose to have CCA meeting but not informed what time to go meet at where so, yeah.
Today went to Compass Point buy sushiiiii! -lovezxcs-
Bought 2 sashimi, one tako and one kani onigiri. Ahhh, my mother always ask whether if I will get sick of Japanese food and get married to a Japanese guy when I grow up. Heheh.
I wish to too, but who wants me -_-
Just now my mother was like, "you're pretty". thn i replied ," are you crazy? " :x she then gave me a stare then said ," what?! mother cannot comment on her daughter's face is it? " lolzxc. Joker lar, my mother.
so, ytd celebrated my bday with JETS ( JiaYi [me] , Elia, Terence & Shandy ). We went Kbox, Shandy bought a Polar chocolate birthday cake for me. Damn nice. Thanks uh Shandyzxcs bitch.
After that, Terence bought me the HITMAN REBORN THE RAIN (blue) RING AND (small) SWORD. AHHH XDDD But I want the sky (orange) and the sun (yellow) or the Cloud (purple) and Mist (violet). WHATEVER, I WANT ALL. obviously including the Thunder (green) and storm (red).
Gluttony.

and Elia bought me this sashimi with rice, sort of like a bento? meh.
BUT THE SASHIMI SO NCIE.
after that, we went arcade. played the guitar and motorcycle and the 'piang piang' without Shandy (but with her card, lol)
On the day on my birthday, stayed at home with my family. ahh, the best. also went to buy cake with papa. like, so fun. father-daughter's adventure outing to buy birthday cake. after buying the cake and reached home, i read this tweet about even if a girl's boyf or husband doesn't treat her like a queen, she will always be a princess in her fatehr's eyes. i saw that alr almost cried. but i didnt, terence, abigail and jasmin said it is karma. so yeah, i didnt manage to be so touched until i cry. my birthday's night , i went to compass point with mama to buy sushi, one of my present. hehe. another adventure outing. HAHA. lolol. had all home-made dishes by mama :]

andand, on 21/10/11, npcc celebrated my bday and the whole UG in my school sang bday song to me. shld i be happy? like so paiseh lor. heheh :x
then after cca, went to Subway with abby, terence and jasmin. went rooftop to chitchat after makan-ing. it was fun.
thanks every people who celebrated my bday :) ily.
goodnight~
ljy.

YAY, happy birthday to me! ok, i want to go bathe!! THE LAPTOP IS ATTRACTING ME.

kbye, maybe ltr in the day will blog. MAYBE.
LJY.

HELLLLOOOO.
Currently in school library. actually suppose to be having meeting with my fellow squadmates and intructors. But, fast fast blog, fast fast go~ hoho.
took back english, chinese, amaths, emaths, physics and geography.
Failed amaths, physics and geography.
Pathetic shit.
Now waiting for social studies and chemistry.
am so tired.
today my ankle was bandaged to school.
wore my school shoes over it.
retarded.
can wear slippers -_-
ok, am very tired. and lazy. and feel like sleeping thanks to the aircon in the library (Y)
byebye~
ljy.

Aloha~
NEXT MONDAY LAST PAPER; PHYSICS PAPER 1. Means, MCQ! :DDDDDDD
I think this whole week I flunked all my paper. -Sighs-
Last three days, Wednesday, paper starts at 8.55am.
Well, I tried to reach school early by taking the bus earlier, like 8.00am.
Then while walking down the stairs of the LRT station, I saw the bus coming and started to jump 3 steps by 3 steps. But thn when I looked up to the bus, I fell.
At first, my ankle no feeling thn slowly VERY VERY PAIN. I thought it was just a bruise -_-
Then the whole day walk like crippled . When I reached home, I told my father about it thn he bring me to see Chinese physician . Damn pain sia, when the uncle keep rubbing on my ankle.
Then my leg like bandaged for two days ah, yesterday after exam take out alr :) Swollen -_-

After bath yesterday, go Venus with Terence, Jill, Desmond, Ferdi, JiaMin and Crisha. Versus mode all the way! But JiaMin and Crisha just played for two hours so after that , The 5 of us go Audition.

After LAN, Desmond go home first, so Ferdi, Jill, Terence and I went to Dessert Bowl. Nom nom nom, they talked about their bio paper also. chatchatchat, ferdi left and the three of us went chompchomp. Saw mama there so took ome money from her to makan. If I'm not wrong, we ate 7 dishes in total, that is, without mama. LOL.
One of the most enjoyable day yesterday, today feel like rotting at home so, byebye!
LJY.

HELLO.
Damn I hate myself. Forgot to buy brother's birthday in like, 14 minutes time. Oh well, shall owe him. He owed me 2! This year should be the 3rd one. Haha.
Currently at aunt's house so am able to blog :)
tmr chinese paper 1 and 2. faster get it over with EOY! After tmr, emaths paper 2 and chemistry paper 2. I hate peper 2s, like all need to write so much. kazyy.
Seriously, when the teachers are telling us to not anyhow throw and waste the paper on notes they gave. Exam papers also what, they just mark mark thn we file in files thn in few months/years time we also throw away. wasteofpaper.com.
Recently heard a line " It's okay to be not okay" . Totally agree with it. Being not okay is completely not a problem.
yeah \m/ sound so cheem. haha.

Yesterday actually wanted to go Abigail's house to study Chemistry and Maths, but thn end up she watched her tv while i play with her kepboard and we play with her cameras and lappy. Haha~ aww, Phoebe like grown bigger, i think, suddenly can 'stand' so tall. haha, i like her furr.

After that, went dinner with brothers, mommy and Joie to makan dinner to 'celebrate' my bro's and my bday. nom nom at Astons :D lazyy upload more :P

(lime ice-cream)

Today went toHokkaido Japanese restaurant with family and aunt! :D NICE. Damn full.
Until now still so full. Practically have been eating since yesterday afternoon.
Since i got this opportunity, i will update on the songs :D
byebye! :)
LJY.
Everything might be sad, but this is life. We just accept the fact, we need to.