Happy New Year's Eve! :D

Hello people~
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE! :D
Later going find Shandy then go with family find aunt (mother's side).
What I imagine damn fail. IMAGINATION FAIL.
I wanted to pangseh (SHOOOO, hahah) family then go celebrate new year's eve with abby, elia and terence but then abby is in the inconvenient state so didnt go. Terence acc her. Elia waiting at home for her grandparents com to Singapore.
So at last, I go find Shandy a while then find mommy lo. or else, I with Shandy's parents alone I feel, I WILLLL FEEL awkward.
Just cut my hair. Trim and side fringe/. damnnnnnn. so short, haha, but its ok/.
kk, going get changed. ^^ buaiiiiiiiiii.
LJY.

*Merry Christmas!*

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMASSS :DD
Guess I gonna spend my Christmas with my mother going to Daiso , lol.
KK, SHORT POST.
have a good night.
(Santa, please give me awesome present this year in my sock. I've been a good girl, I didnt smoke or slapped my mom.xoxo)
OYASUMIIINASAIII
ljy.

Currently feeling down.
Should find some notebook or things to use it as diary to write down about what's on my mind.
A new one! Previously, I got one fully written! Like, finally.
Cos I love papers and like scribbling. So everytime I bought a diary, I always ended up writing or drawing other stuffs.
Well, it's been such a long time since I touched the keyboard. Just wiped it, LOL. All the dust.
I wana learn new song, I WANT NEW KEYBOARD. This kb of mine actually belonged to my father. But since my cousin taught me how the play chorus of tong hua , it's like mine cos I kept playing other songs like twinkle little stars, HAHA. (kay, feeling better).
I want learn so many songs! But my hands like so fat, keep pressing the wrong notes. So damn freakingggg!@#$%^&*(-'-! SHORT somemore.
andand, this kb of mine damn short also, not enough to play fur elise liaoooo.
SIAN, I WANT LEARN PIANO, KB (the same?!) , DRUMS, BASS, VIOLIN. I wana learn this 5!:<
#nowplaying Elva Hsiao-Cuo de ren.
LOLOL, this song is making me feel a little down again. but , whatever. it's nice~
但是做人已经那么累~
Sort of means like, but living is alr so tired . LOL, MY LANGUAGE FAIL.

Today outing with NPCC. Fun ah, I spammed 1600+ photos. paiseh sia, but mei you ban fa, I love to snapping sounds!
Like - chikki- - chikki- x500
I want to die alr.
Lots of useless stuffs are floating on my mind. Must write them down later!
Can't write here so public.
-whispers- i guess nobody will guess what's on my mind. The other side of me. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH * EVIL LAUGHTER *
k, thanks bye. -stares- (i now not happy liao)
ljy.

Once again, lazy drag photos.

HELLLLO./

Why can't blogger select all the photos in a go rather than one by one? >:|

irritating.

Btw, talk about today to USS:D (refer to photos above :P)

Woke up DAMN EARLY. I forgot what time. The previous night was sleeping like, at 3am.
Went to Vivo to have breakfast and meet up with cousin and aunt at Toast Box.
After that, Joie(cousin), brothers and I seperated from my mom and aunt.
We went in first and walk around, took pictures. Didn’t took a lot cos brothers keep complaining -.-

After that wana play red and blue ( Human and Cylon )the roller coaster , so didn’t took much until our lunch. But we went to WaterWorld to watch the performance. The girl so chio! But didn’t take our belongings back from the locker so didn’t took pictures of the chio bu and shuai ge-s.
Then lunch we called mom and aunt (godmom) since they were at the Casino . Bro, cousin and I were having headache since two much of roller coasters, around 7or 8times, HAHA.
Had awesome lunch, I love the food there. Although $$, y’know, expensive.But it was still nice.

Went back to USS and walked around, took pic with KUNG FU PANDA and then watched the Transformer the short short film. Although waited for around 100-145 minutes, THE SHOW WAS AWESOMEEEE. Ttm.
After that, went to the Mummy roller coaster since brothers were scared earlier. AT NIGHT. Damnnit.
It was so scary cos the place was like mace and the lights were so dim and the aircon so power and there wasn’t a single soul to guide us to the place and there was the decorations of mummies. IN THE NIGHT. Mann... brothers always choose the wrong time. Forever never listen to what I suggest/say/opinion.
Luckily we came on time or else we will with no one! Andand, luckily the people we’re with were so high and hyper they started joking with everybody at the start of the ‘journey’.
I was sooooo scared cos the safety ‘belt’ (thingy) of mine was a little loose and there was up down ping piang boom. So I keep hanging on to m lil bro’s seat. HAHA. Lol.
After that, went to the blue roller coaster again, for two more times.
Then watched some dance before heading to Vivo to have our dinner.
Seriously, my cousin started to attitude me since the moment we’ve reached Vivo. Piss me off a little.
The reason why I’m posting cos I know she never see my blog, LOL.
After dinner at LJS, went home.
Tomorrow I will be going to my aunt’s house cos on Saturday got the lion and dragon dance troop anniversary. My uncle wants me go there see see only. Lol,but I don’t know anyone in the lion and dragon dance troop accept for my cousins, AND THEY WILL BE THERE, LATE.
So, I actually didn’t want to go, but mom jisy say go there support. Lol, I very supportive ;D
kkk, I hate the selection of photos in Blogger. K bye.
LJY.

Hello. Short post.
Woah, everybody either private their blog or never update alr. No new posts to read :\
kk, today went out with Shandy and Terence but supposed to go out with Elia too. All her fault.
Going to upload photos next time/

k bye.
ljy. (short right :b)

HELLOOO. Isn't Len so hot. Lol, Im not crazy, YET. But maybe will not get crazy too in the future. lololol.
Currently the only one awake at home. shag.
Today came backk from godmom's house because tomorrow JETS' OUTING :D yeahhhhh.

Finally. WHEEEE. happy happy~
Tomorrow meet at morning so gotta sleep earlier. LOLOL. This is seriously not early at all.
Yesterday used the another account I created to play Audition. Level 1, lol! The people thought I really noob, cos I really am then ask whether if I am a newbie then I lied to them I once was a level 4. I AM SO BAD. But made friends with them :D
That was the first time I made friends with strangers on Facebook and Audi !
Normally I always play Auditionsea with Jill, Ferdi, Des, Terence, Jasmin, Amy and YunMan only..

My very very very first account on Auditionsea is lvl 8. (SO LOUSY D:)
But my very very first account at rewujie was lvl 10++, but now cant login so sad case.
I dont like play 8 keys, LOL. complicated.
kkk, should be going sleep soon. Oyasuminasai~
Ljy.

Hellooooo!I've changed the background of my blog! Happppppyyy :D
Me love Kagamine Len, although I'm not CRAZY of him. He is hot, and cute XDD
That's why I start loving yellow !~
The other day at my aunt's house I dreamed I was more than 100kg! HAHAH!! Maybe it's real, very long never take weight alr. lOLOLOL.

Going to change the songs on the blog too. More Vocaloid songs! and other songss...
I love their songs, got meanings. But, I'm not very 'in' into Vocaloids, so yeah.

I wana watch some videos alr. byebye~
LJY

Lazy to drag photos. No mouse :\

Hello!~ shall post some pics from dad's bday and some photos from aunt's house :D

Wanted to post about a week or two ago but didnt complete it and saved into drafts.
Well, I guess right now I won't post anything about my cousin's wedding or about the camp cos I'm too lazy :P

I'm home. The past few days I went to my aunt(godmom)'s house to overnight.
I love the aircon from her house. And everyday at there will be food food FOOD.
My heaven, FOOOOD.
Andand, I cooked for two breakfasts! NOT BAD RIGHT :D with soup some more.
Tomorrow early in the morning will go some school to take some second-hand books. That's the reason I'm home. Otherwise, I would still be in my aunt's house and playing other games.
My memory is getting poorer and worsened. I REMEMBERED I wanted to blog about something like, few mins ago but now I forget alr. Just now also, took some of my brother's books and I wanted to tell mommy something, but FORGOT.
Poor memory of mine. I can't even remember formulas properly for examinations (last min).
Seriously, EVERYBODY'S ASLEEP.
Removed my yellow nail polish two days ago. Going to paint it back today or tomorrow :> heh heh.
I want money to buy new year clothes :( But I don't want to ask too much from parents. Like, even my brother's working and got his pay. I didn't work and even ask for money? Ridiculous.
Getting bored. Maybe going to sleep soon. I'm on Omegle now. HAHA! wanted to try! :)
SCARE ME. Just now my lil bro suddenly talk then I asked him what he talking then dk what he say again. Then I asked whether he is dreaming or what then my mother shook her head.LOL. funny.
kkk, gtg. bye bye~ :D
LJY.

Hello! Back from camp!
Look at the time now -_- I FEEL SO STINKY. But I'm so attracted to lappy since home-d.

Maybe will blog about what happened during the camp next time :)

I.

AM.

GOING.

TO.

BATHE.

teehee.

ljy.

Hello~
AYEZXCS SHAG. I'm having blocked nose since the day I was sick. It started like after the 2EC'10 chalet'11 (3-5nov) means around 6-7nov I was having flu (sick). Was better slowly but then still having blocked nose (sometimes running nose) and cough (sore throat).

Nevermind, me a strong girl ;)

Andand, I went to the Otaku Circle chalet'11 and overnight at there for last night (although I don't really think I'm a real one [ otaku] ).
15nov first day of chalet.
I was at home and slept till 12pm until my big bro waked me up and asked me whether i got go to the chalet (since we've alr paid ). Actually I didn't want to go cos other than ShandyKohBT and my bro, I don't really know the people over there (like all the sec 4s). But since Shandy called me I asked whether if I got go to the chalet, I just go lo, LOL. I also didn't have any plans on that day so yeah. Went there around at 4 cos I watched the tv (like spongebob squarepants) till 2.30pm.

At first when I reached there nothing to do then suggested to play Big 2.5 with bro , Shandy and Isyraff (sp er?). But after awhile also play until sian then watched Final Fantasy dk what until dinnertime. Dinner da bo-ed nasi lemak for eerybody (and everybody went over to e-hub, cute.). After that, i forgot what happened. LOL.

wait.

what happened?

WHAT THE HECK.

I'VE FORGOTTEN.

I have bad memory :(

Oh well, nevermind.
And I went home happily ever after on that day with Shandy's parent's car.
16 nov (ytd) 2nd day of chalet.
Got NP training (trg) early in the morning for campcraft. 6 HOURS OF TRG. I also dk how I make it. ANDAND, Lisa, Aaron, Brady (sp er?) and I doing flag style. I thought MI (mystery item) was MORE important until Mr Mus said that he thinks the flag is MORE important as it represents our school.

I.

WAS.

WRONG.

AMMM.

STRESSED.

He said about last year ( or is it last two year? ) that the flag was being hanged upside down and the 2008 (or 2009, I SRSLY HAVE NO IDEA. the previous de previous competition) didnt even managed to hang the flag. Then he said that he expected much better from this year for the flag.

I cant even do a clove hitch PROPERLY. Man, I'm like pulling Lisa and the whole speed down.

I also dk why they would choose me. I'm blur and slow. hoho, you chose the wrong person ;)

And training passed peacefully with lots of food happening in between the breaks.
After trg, went home . Aunty (godmom) came after awhile to fetch lil bro to her house (he scared take wrong bus ) since it's the holiday and his CCA's trgs are over. She thought I would follow her to her house but I didn't. I told her that I was going to chalet . Obviously she didn't hear what I was saying . So ,after dinner, when I said I was going to different bus stop from her and lil bro, she said I wasted her time.

MAN. SHE NEVER EVEN LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY FROM THE BEGINNING. And then she said I didn't told her earlier and caused her to waste her time blah blah. hello, i TOLD her.

Back to main topic.

I waited for bus 89 and took until downtown east around 6-7pm.

I think because of a song stucked in my mind, a sad one, I teared in the corner of the bus. HAHAH. I tend to think to much when I'm left alone. I like that, I am not a masochist.

I just think after some sobbing, I will feel better. (lie) ;]

The first thing I saw when I reached is that they are alr start to BBQ. So I just joined in (even though .... I don't really know them . teehee.)

And for the whole time, I was the one spreading the butter. AWESOME.
So Shandy called me the butter-girl -_-.
After BBQ, we all rested awhile and then went to see if there's ticket for a nice movie.

Eventually, no. After we reached E-hub, some of the otakus went back to the chalet as there are no movies they wanted to watch. Then the rest of us, Shandy, Nick, Jasper, Ding Chao , my bro and I went to the Kbox from 11++pm to 2am .

It. Was. Awesome.

Even though I embarrassed myself cos voice suddenly break (occasionally). TEEHEE :D

Went back to the chalet , bathed and slept.

today, 3rd day of chalet. 17 nov.
Brother woke me up to say bye bye cos he going back home take his own sweet time and go to his graduation ceremony.

The rest of us slacked, psp-ed, wash up and watch tv. Around 1++pm, went to MacDonald with Shandy and Emil to da bao mac back to chalet makan. Makan makan makan, Chrisdale and Isyraff came! teehee.

Shandy, Nick , Emil and syraff played Big 2.5 whereas Chrisdale and I watched some random movie on her laptop.

After some time, the sec 4s went to their graduation ceremony while Shandy, Chrisdale and I went to Hougang Plaza for L.A.N. \m/

We first played L4D2 . Lol, Chrisdale so fast cannot take it cos she said it was too shaky and bloody. LOL at that woman. Shandy and I played one more campaign before playing Audition.

Chrisdale created a new acc and Shandy used my cousin's acc. Chrisdale keep giving up cos she's always the last one. SERIOUSLY, SHE PLAYED SO WELL AS A FIRST-TIMER.

I can't even play one 80bpm song when I first started. I CAN'T EVEN PRESS ANYTHING WHEN I FIRST KNOW THAT THERE'S A THING CALLED AUDITION. And Chrisdale first started a 108bpm song. Which is very very very good.

The thing about Chrisdale is that she keep giving up. She can play VERY well.

Andand, the thing about Shandy is that she play very well too. Beat me in a few games :<

After that, Nick fetched Shandy and Chrisdale followed them back to the chalet to meet someone ;> and have dinner.

Me? I went home to accompany my mama since she said she missed me cos she didn't see me for more than 24hours. Blame on the fact that she always have to OT and then leave me alone at home. Joking, she also need friends to spend time with what. Lol, seee~ Such an understanding daughter :D

kkkkkk.

Should be going to sleep or find mommy talk talk liao.

g'night.~~

PS: -No pictures :( so shall just put one old photo down there k ;)

-I wana put some colours on the words. But since I don't have mouse, oh well. I'm lazy.

LJY :>

It's okay to be not okay... ?

Hello hello!

Today practice for campfire dance was AWESOME. It was fun.

And I am VERY VERY VERY tired -_-zzz

Since morning tell around 5:30pm hehe.

Currently feeling: Being forgotten, sad.
I am hungry.

I am lazy.

I wana eat MEAT and spinach.

I wana drink some alcohol (can't) :P

I wana cry :(

Lalalalalala.

I wana die.
I wana live in the past.

I wana be like last time.
I'll choose to live in memories than looking forward to the future :P

lalalalalala, mom will be late home tonight :(

Should I get consulted? I feel like crying but I don't have anyone to turn to. Like, nothing big deal lah. I just wana a shoulder that doesn't judge for me to lean on. Gender doesn't matter. HAHA :D

At last, I'm still alone. Only can lend my own shoulder to myself.

My heading, "Turn your tears into strength, don't cry." I guess it doesn't work on me anymore.

Gonna changeeeeee.

CRAVING FOR THISSSS.

neh neh ni poo poo :P
byebye.

Ljy.

hello people! - cough cough sniff sniff -
yes, i'm having a flu. But I am feeling much better than few days ago. Feverish, threw up once and was giddy few days ago. Mom also called few times from work in case I fainted . LOL. I never faint before, though.

Having blocked nose since yesterday :/ having running nose like since Sunday / Monday ( forgot).

maybe wana have lunch/ dinner with aunt and cousin later. maybe onlyy~

Nowadays everybody like never update their blog. Some of them even private it :( cannot read their posts.

kk, i wana watch spongebob squarepants on tv now. Shall bathe soon later.

Byebye~

ljy.

helloo people~
yesterday went to the chalet and overnight. it was awesome! but... i kind of 'skipped' MLP.
Well, Elia also skip ;)

It was FUN until i realized i dont have any more money with me. lol. spent it all~

Phone no battery for a day, my charger broke! no using laptop to charge.

Later aunty and Joie coming over to play mahjong! :D wonder if they are staying or not....

currently craving for sashimi :9

gtg alr, byebye!
ljy.

concealing it.

helloooo. shag, having intensives until 11 Novemner. Say until so nice, Mastery Learning Programme (MLP). LOOOOL.
got 2ec'10 chalet from 2-4nov! Finally! :D
BUTTT,

I GOT INTENSIVES. ARGHH. CANT OVERNIGHT. !@#$%^&*()! WTF. UNFAIR.

urgh, nvm. chill. -__-

busybusy, this holiday is so busy. IT IS NOT HOLIDAY AT ALL. Some more homework like so many only.

Also, I havent touch any of it at all even until now.

well, just now after intensive, went to canteen see Kavisha going henna for Rachel. Then after that, Preethna and two other sec 2s sat with Abigail and I. Did some henna then went to compass point.

I BOUGHT SASHIMI. SASHIMI IS MY DRUG. I'M ADDICTED TO SASHIMI.

It's so so so the awesome! nom nom nom, I WANT TO EAT MORE. THE MOREYOU HAVE, THE MORE YOU WANT. This is greed. man, GREED.muahahahhahahha.

kkk, i want to be on my own now (watch tv) since no one is at home today only me.

btw, today's weather is great.

byebye!

ljy.

i need you. i think.

hello.

life is such a bore. everything so last minute. tmrw going aunt's house.

last night my father massaged my ankle and put the medicine until now got one black patch. previously my mother also make until got one black patch. but this time worst. the patch is BIGGER and more DARKER. cannot wash away :\ oh well.

life like so tired only. thats how i think ah. like, your life, eat sleep shit eat sleep tv homework eat sleep shit dream eat shit sleep ambition eat sleep eat sleep friends eat sleep thn you die. lol. i think too much when im alone. oh well.

I think my class damn chiong uh, after exam alr, going to finish ANOTHER chapter. actually i can cope it IF i got ALL the formulas with me.

srsly, i dont feel like going anywhere. i just wana rot at home, watch my tv, have meals with my family tgt. not that i come in a broken family uh, but now all my siblings secondary schools alr thn busybusybusy. parents also have their life ah, need to spend their time with their friends also what.

-unhappy mood turned on-

ahhhhh, i feel so down. keep thinking about negative stuffs. like, i'm being a burden for everyone, my friends , my family. oh well, maybe i am. mehhhhhh.

andand, i detest unnecessary responsibilities. like, its not even my problem at the first place AND i dont even have the intention to take over their place blah blah blah. all the bit*hes and b*strds in these world.

OKAY, IM CHILLED. btw, tonight is chilling. (Y) cool, shiok.

today went to do 2 surveys. one of the surveys was about the canteen stalls. and then the improvements i typed a lot of points. like bottled drinks, the place for the utensils to be returned blah blah. all broken english though. i dont give a damn.

ok, now im feeling not so good again, im typing like abcdefghijklmnopqrsuvwxyz. quite slow. lol. but still am typing continuously.

I FEEL SOOOOO... urgh, i cant find the word to fit in the sentence. tsk. pissed alr.

i cant upload photos on facebook.

kbye.

ljy.

another post i lazy to drag the photos :P

HELOOOO. blogging now. And shall upload ALLLL the photos ^up there ^ am just too lazy to drag here and there.

Today no school, suppose to have CCA meeting but not informed what time to go meet at where so, yeah.
Today went to Compass Point buy sushiiiii! -lovezxcs-
Bought 2 sashimi, one tako and one kani onigiri. Ahhh, my mother always ask whether if I will get sick of Japanese food and get married to a Japanese guy when I grow up. Heheh.
I wish to too, but who wants me -_-
Just now my mother was like, "you're pretty". thn i replied ," are you crazy? " :x she then gave me a stare then said ," what?! mother cannot comment on her daughter's face is it? " lolzxc. Joker lar, my mother.
so, ytd celebrated my bday with JETS ( JiaYi [me] , Elia, Terence & Shandy ). We went Kbox, Shandy bought a Polar chocolate birthday cake for me. Damn nice. Thanks uh Shandyzxcs bitch.
After that, Terence bought me the HITMAN REBORN THE RAIN (blue) RING AND (small) SWORD. AHHH XDDD But I want the sky (orange) and the sun (yellow) or the Cloud (purple) and Mist (violet). WHATEVER, I WANT ALL. obviously including the Thunder (green) and storm (red).
Gluttony.

and Elia bought me this sashimi with rice, sort of like a bento? meh.
BUT THE SASHIMI SO NCIE.
after that, we went arcade. played the guitar and motorcycle and the 'piang piang' without Shandy (but with her card, lol)
On the day on my birthday, stayed at home with my family. ahh, the best. also went to buy cake with papa. like, so fun. father-daughter's adventure outing to buy birthday cake. after buying the cake and reached home, i read this tweet about even if a girl's boyf or husband doesn't treat her like a queen, she will always be a princess in her fatehr's eyes. i saw that alr almost cried. but i didnt, terence, abigail and jasmin said it is karma. so yeah, i didnt manage to be so touched until i cry. my birthday's night , i went to compass point with mama to buy sushi, one of my present. hehe. another adventure outing. HAHA. lolol. had all home-made dishes by mama :]

andand, on 21/10/11, npcc celebrated my bday and the whole UG in my school sang bday song to me. shld i be happy? like so paiseh lor. heheh :x
then after cca, went to Subway with abby, terence and jasmin. went rooftop to chitchat after makan-ing. it was fun.
thanks every people who celebrated my bday :) ily.
goodnight~
ljy.