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HI PEEPS.
YAY NOW CAN TRANSFER IN/OUT FILES FROM COM/PHONE, FOR NOW. ITS OK, REJOICE. THERE WILL BE PICTURESS :D

finally look good in picture. FINALLY.

I think this was on Wednesday? After programming.
(Batrisyia, Esther, JaYe and Jazreel) da emo girls

Friday Effective Communication was good! No need bring laptop to school for the first time!
The activities were ok, its like interactive bah.
Then during 2nd break... DANCEEE GAME with some of the classmates.






After effective communication, went to TeoHeng with JaYe for the first time. It was quite last minute and we almost got lost... it was fun anyways

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SATURDAY 29/6/2013

JOIE CAME TO MA HOUSE. FINALLY ! SHE IS SO LAZY, SHE DONT EVEN WANA COME FOR MONTHS ALR. HAHAHA!
She came, we camwhore-d, ate, and she leaveeeeee :(
My laptop damn lag la, when we take pictures, the images were just us with our eyes closed or mouth open. damnnn unglam yi xia! hahaha
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never meet with terence,sixian,shao,des,lau,jm,marquez they all nowadays :/
but its ok! we're meeting this coming Friday for BBQ~! YAYYYY *cheers*
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now watching 07-ghost! as in, the current anime im watching. I DAMN SLOW LA, i guess i watch this anime maybe will take few weeks? or maybe months ._.
anyways, SO HAWT!! IM DYING XDDD OHMAGAWDDDDD!
TEITO(brown hair), MIKAGE(yellowish green hair), FRAU(blonde), CASTOR(red hair) AND LABRADOR(white hair) ohmaaagawd

This is now my desktop wallpaper XDDD

frauuuu~

MIKAGE CUTE LA

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

for some reasons, dont know is it jsut me, 07-ghost this anime and D.Gray-man gives me the same feeling... like the feeling is quite similar when i'm watching both. hmmm :/
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sudden realization... tomorrow got Creative Concept UT(understanding test) in other words, EXAM.
le sigh la sia. havent study or go through anything yet.
AND I GOT A FREAKING C FOR MUSIC THEORY FOR THIS WEEK. CB! its ok, now all my modules alr kena C...

see you lovelies soon!

ljy.

no pics la

hihihi!
nowadays hearing chinese/korean songs more. hehe :>
Due to last week's haze, throat and nose a little not well. Just now bite until lips :( first time bleed so much. not a lot la, but more than previous times. pain bish.
Today lesson was ok :) i finally felt that i really contributed something! FINALLY HAHAHA. but before presentation, when others rushing, i start to stone alr sia. dont know why, i like just sit blankly XD
Feel like quitting GenRe (guitar cca) liao :p i was thinking, join for what? i can learn my own mah. I just wana learn guitar, not perform. NO. NO PERFORM :P
Saturday/22062013
LIL BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY!
Woke up by mom then go makan din tai feng for first time! the food was just fairly-nice for THAT price. well, thats my view la. cos I've tasted almost the same taste to fried egg rice at other places with much more affordable price. Its not cannot afford the one at din tai feng la. its that the price is so high at there even though apart from there, there are still same standard food items at other places which sells it much much cheaper.
Then Joie came and join le family. Didnt bought a cake at first so she used this old fashioned excuse, tell me accompany her go toilet. Then both of us went to buy a birthday cake from icing room! nobody suspected leh! -_- the cake was so good!
then makan finish liao hor, wanted to surprise lil bro with bday cake. then hor, no lighter.
Then Joie asked the waitress for a lighter then she go take for joie XD
ah long (lilbro) asked what joie said to the waitress. Then my mom somehow got it already, that joie got buy a cake for ah long.
joie say ask the waitress to pour/refill her tea. then my mom say ask joie to pay bill for us (joking de la) HAHAHA // cold ah mom, so cold.
ah long didnt want to celebrate in public places cos will paiseh mah! then when we sang the bday song, we sang so soft! IT WAS SO FUNNY X'D
Then after that, kor went home. we went to walk walk around NEX and ate at dessert story! Stella joined us and shun bian meet joie! the milo ice thingy damn nice! sweeeeet dao :D
Afer dessert story, stella and joie went orchard road whereas ah long , my parents and i went home.
Mother nap, father tv, ahlong laptop.
after around 2 hours, mom and i accompanied dad to see chinese doctor.
heart pain my dad's right hand :( his fingers too. especially his thumb. cant move freely :( lesigh
Sunday/yesterday/23062013
Woke up, accompanied mom go dabao brunch for Le Family.
After slacking awhile, accompanied parents to go somewhere with dad to his other work place.
came back home again then meet up with Terence, Jiamin and Sixian.
at first terence jiamin and i slackkkk until terence not doing his work. then sky dark already then do -_-
jiamin sixian and i laughed like mad please. stupid jiamin's numbed face and sprained fingers X'D
deepest apologies, my phone usb got problem. I cant even transfer files to/fro phone/laptop. i know, its sad. (i changed to my mom's phone, at least its better than that previous bitch)
pictures spam in the future i hope! :)
ljy.

I'm so frustrated with myself.
I hate it when I can put what i think or feel into words.
I love my my home, my family, my parents.
But I don't like how I'm always so dependent on them.
As in, I need to be independent but I just want them to always be there for me, always with me. eeeeyuck, im so greedy.
but yeah, i am ultra dependent on my parents. superrrrrr.
I also hate it when I get jealous so easily. like, dufuq. why am i jealous. cheeeeeebai XD
I also think a lot of unnecessary things rather than the important things :/
haisssss. i wish i can care about the more important things instead of the boliao things.
today so many things to be 'sad' about.
faci mentioned that we normally never appreciate the one who are close to you (first thing in mind were parents), always take them fro granted ('sad').
faci also asked whats why greatest risk you took in your life ('saad')
cos im taking a risk right now. im in sonic arts. a course that i have nothing for, a future that seems like there's no more way to its brighter side.
idk how play instrument, im stupid. aiyoooooooo. [just lemme die]
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today first day of school. felt so kind-of-homesick.
then i reached home, listen to songs, dad came back (happy), told me mom got half day and went to godma's house (lesigh).
Go there never say. #sianjipua
teamed up with lionell, shol and batt. my face gone alr tyty.
Thought meeting with sixian pang sq they all but at last also dont have #gay
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well, since now dad's home. i should go watch tv with him.
byeeeeeee
[walao eh, so hazy]
ljy. (pics next time)

周杰倫 - 斷了的弦

Now hearing this song. Its so nice. I love 方文山 make de lyrics. All so meaningful.

"我的感覺, 你已聽不見"

meh, i dont even know what i'm feeling. 

Well, i'm a girl and its quite natural if i over think some useless things right? Well, i'm useless anyway. 

I feel like my whole life is a trash sometimes (like jinyi X'D)

its pathetic, its useless, im nobody.

hais. 

i hate how my mind is always sticking to the past instead of the present. its so fucking pathetic. 

I want to rot at home, listen to nice songs and eat loads of good food(maggie mee is awesome).

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later going sixian house with kelly,.pang and sq! marquez cant make it cos of her project. lesigh.

idk what to do. i havent study for UT. maybe i bringing laptop to sixian house. maybe overnight. i need to study.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I BEG MYSELF PLEASE STUDY.

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ohya! last night's bbq!

it was okay okay. the food were great.

Mrs Ng invited the Kelsey and boys group, rachel, cloey, huixin and me. abigail was sick.

周杰倫 - 說了再見 (hais)

i have no idea why mrs ng invited me without michelle shaoqin firzanna mun shao bw they all... 

I felt quite left out. Why did I not think that shaoqin was not invited?! hais. i think cos i thought i will not go cos of elia wani and pangy outing. 

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周杰倫 - 雨下一整晚

today went back to school for UT workshop thingy for effective communication. nothing one la -_-

"你已不在我身旁"

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没你那么坚强 

okok, i shall play more candy crush then bathe liaooooo see you lovelies!

ljy.

PS: AIYOOOOO I KNOW ON TOPO THE WORDS LIKE HIGHLIGHTED IN WHITE. DONT CARE OK. IT MEANS IM A VERY LAZY PERSON FANG WEN SHAN ALSO WANT COPY PASTE. JUDGE LAAHHHHHH HUMPH.

summary of today

I fast forward what happened today and maybe will elaborate it in the future? yep, maybe.
Today accompanied dad for the whole day to check on his injured right hand.
Polyclicnic from 10am-4pm yayyyy (bitch)
Went to bedok see chinese physician, can move his wrist better.
Watched supernatural videos on dad's van till 7++pm :) [i love spending time with him]
came back, laptop all the way (wanted to studied but internet dont allow me)
Terence passed me two bazangs (damn good!)
came back laptop and blogged. wanted to change songs and blogskin but a little too late so next time. Or else mom will nag die me :x
k short enough? :)
bye!
ljy (PICTURES NEXT TIME LA)

From broke to more broke

As you can see from this title, I'M BROKE, LITERALLY.
I owe Miss Oily Lee Si Xian $13, Jaye $16, Jazreel $4, Belinda $28 (i guess, i thought i returned her), Joshua $5
hoseh, i really need to starve myself this month.
I BEG MYSELF TO CONTROL MYSELF PLEASE.
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met up with le rainbow on 8/6/2013, saturday. had lunch at Pepper Lunch and played with Henna at macdonalds hahahehehe. It was great to be able to meet them.

where's mun?


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DUMDUMDUMDUM! HAHAHAHA




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anyways, spent my whole day away with TSJS :) my lurbbb
[just realized i did something stupid. i wore eyeliner and i rubbed my eyes like mad in MRT just now. I looked myself in the mirror earlier in realized my eyeliner gone. good rubbing eyes skills, i clap for myself. now eyes pain good good]
Finally KBOX after months! FINALLY LURB LURB!! HEHEHEHE
tortured my voice happily along with Sixian and pangy shaoqin in seperate from us. The lesbian and gays rooms XD

im gonna play my games nowww~ been one or two days since i play and collect money from fb games(because of drz! :D) see you lovelies!

ljy; lurve lurveee

if you're unhappy with me, spending time with me is like torture and i think of you the same way, just leave. i have no intention for you to stay since there's no more point.

hihi came back from da ri zi(DRZ). finally got to meet up with some relatives.
Today spent most of the day with Joie! Went Lenas to eat pizza and some california rolls :)

We also walk walk around NEX and snack at macdonalds! WE ATE SO MUCH :O
after that meet with kor and long to go DRZ baibai(pray). [my phone died way before meeting joie]
After meet, we go macdonalds again to spend some time before the main thing tonight(prayy).
so its like 2am++ now and im quite tired liao. dont know whether cca(IG) friends going for tmr's cca. see first bahhhhhh. they go i go XD
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apparently, i spent my whole day listening to YUI's songs and movie (Taiyou no Uta).
Tokyo is damn good!i wanted to add some of her songs to my blogsongs but because of some copyrights issue, Youtube doesn't have her full version of all her songs :( (maybe anime got...)
I also go watch/listen to the 2hours++ 'concert'

YUI 5th Tour 2011-2012 Cruising ~ HOW CRAZY YOUR LOVE (on youtube)

kkkk i going sleep soon. goodnight! ngai ho ko oi :D

ljy

hihi darlings~
its about to rain soon. the sky have been so dark for so long but havent rain yet.
Currently hearing Yui's songs. sooo niceee
CHE.R.RY, Hello, Fight, Goodbye Days are nice. There are still so many nice ones but i cant remember the titles.
Actually wanted to go Joie's house today de... But too lazy :p
oh, it rained.
31st may 2013 went to sixian house with terence, ferdi, kelly and shaoqin to make dinner!

Thats about the night. 

I overnight at that bitch's place and nua all the way until early evening the next day. awesome muchhhh.

Well, after that day, i rot everyday at home and it was fun. yesterday meet up with terence and sixian again to accompany her buy her oily supplies and before pangy go off to Thailand for 5 days. hmmmm.

imma lazy person so bye!

ljy