Hellooo~

I feel so bitchy nowadays. I even hate myself for it. Not about the part when I keep saying I'm so ultra cute or whatever shit. That one obviously purposely one la. Its the part when I got this feeling that I'm snatching other people's friends without even noticing or realizing myself.

Oh my, its like, im being so naturally bitchy without knowing , hahaha!

But I really dont that to happen leh. Losing a friend is very sad and pain. Like you're bring neglected or unwanted. 

I really rather myself to be alone lor. I dont care la, forever alone. 

Nowadays i just feel like tearing for not much reasons. I'm giving myself excuses to shed a tear. 

But obviously that one drop of tear might not mean that much, HAHA. i'm like acting emo only.

I feel like being counselled . So i can share about how i feel and what i feel to people who doesn't even bother to judge me. Just can't force a friend to always listen to my little grandmother story, yes?

argh, I find living is pointless. You just learn, love, and eventually, you'll just die. 

die.

die.

hmmmm...

Although I'm happy to be in this world with people who love me. AWWWW, HAHAHAHA.

Since nobody read this blog, and some of the readers may not know me, shall just state that I feel like crying. 

I'm like so fucking useless. I can't do anything much because i'm always unsure, uncertain, blur, forgetful.

In other words, i am incapable of helping people around me when they need help.

I'm completely useless.

I can only be at there, entertaining them by acting cute and being funny.

Actually, that's just me.

I just love making people smile, makes me feel great, like, people knows my existence.

I'm not even sure that me being funny < that part, is the real me or the fake me. But that's just me. So whatever.

I'm seriously having my karma now. HAHAHA, now then realized I did so many bad things. Like, unkind things. Actually I already know liao lol, I knew these kind of days would come.

NEVERMIND.

SKIP SKIP (STOP ACTING EMO)

HOORAYYYYYY, TOMORROW LAST PAPER AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN * THUMBSUPPP

Cos it's....... PHYSICS! :DDD [i still got read the {some}notes]
I dont like how Mr Sim just determine me as though he's not going to focus on me in Physics class just because i gave up on that subject.

How to say, I gave up, but im still trying.

Then he just said that I confirm give up on Physics. 

Hellooo, i know im like ultra super duper bad in physics but then still, cant you see im trying?

As in, I DIDNT SLEEP DURING PHYSICS PAPER 2! tskkk, get your situation right.

Tomorrow got chinese intensives for 3 hours!

oh my god, exam period like no exam period lidat. It is suppose to be after finishing the day's papers, YOU GO HOME. and tomorrow, its chinese intensives! yayyyy * sarcasm 

I miss going to Abigail's house, but she seems so busy with studying and stuff :/

Shall just find one day to invade her house.

okkkkkkk, i want sleeeeeep liaoooooooo (soon).

GOODNIGHT DUDES AND BABES

ljy , x (copy from friends XD, the 'x' part)